Hee, It's been a while since i've been on and i'm still with Nate. I love him so much. I haven't seen him since May 2nd, and I miss him so much. i'm going to see him Wednesday for about 13 days <3 i can't wait...

well thats all i really wanted to post... i'm still happy and its almost been 8 months <33

So hello everyone! It's been a long ass time since I've been on this thing, almost a year I believe! Ha! Wow, so much has happened since last year.... hell I'm in college! I know What the hell is up with that?!  Here's another amazing piece of info... I, yes I Jess, have a boyfriend! His name's Nate he's cute and he's a cuddle whore!

I'm really not sure what else to say. I mean classes are going great, I miss everybody from home soo much but I'm actually rather happy down here! Well at least now I am. :)  

Grrr... you know just thinking of how much drama boys have caused in my life it amazes me that I'm actually letting another one into it.  And it's scary, because I trust him... just like I trust my best friends that I've known for years. Its really rather amazing. I didn't want to start all over again I didn't want to have to explain who I was or anything about me to anyone else, because I'm rather fucked up and at times hard to be around.  But I've been with him almost 24/7 for the past few days (5 days...today's number 6 but he's at work), and he's not tired of me. He actually enjoys being around me. :).  And apparently his face lights up when I walk into the room...which not gonna lie is absolutly adorable! and no the person who said that wasn't one of my friends it was someone he worked with... I came over to get checked out and he was standing there with this huge grin on his face and the lady just looked over and asked him if i was his girlfriend... lol it was really funny... because then her another lady at the register and him started talking about how beautiful i was and that i had an amazing smile... i don't think i'd ever been that red before, lol.  I like this boy, I like him a lot. and I love waking up to him in the morning :).  It really is an amazing feeling to know that somebody wants to be with you.

Well thats my little rant for today...

but wait could it be....

Jess is.....

happy?!?!?!?! 

Yup, I really am for once! lol <3

Love

~Me<3